NAPKiNS

on Monday--January 26, 2009.

So, we're upstairs at mom's house waiting for "Real Chance of Love Reunion" to come on. Tita and Treston are doing their p90x, I'm washing some dishes, The kids are just doing their own thing. So Tridel has a routine whenever we're upstairs. She cries for attention, then she heads straight to this One Cabinet. In this Cabinet (which is in the kitchen) Theresa a: *Peculator (for hot water) *Crown Royal bag (probably from Kai) * Plastic utensils and *Closed package of Napkins (the square ones). She always and when I say always I mean always grabs the Napkins. So I turn to see what she's grabbing and to No surprise, its the Napkins. She's shaken' it like it's nobodies business, Taqorrie is in the "nutrisystem" draw, Tresilla is stretching with her mommy and daddy, then all of a sudden---------AHHHH! ahh! ahh! ahh! ahh! -- silence -- ahh! ahh! ahhhhhhhhaaaahhhh! I turn to see my daughter, shaken' in her daiper, screaming for help BECAUSE...she's stuck on the NAPKINS! a whole 3 inches off of the ground and she's screaming and the fear is in her eyes because she can get down. Please keep in mind that she easily climbs off of our bed with no assistance but was deathly afraid to get off of those napkins. It was the cutest little thing I've ever seen. Even with those little tears running down her face, and The crease from her squeezing her buttocks through the daiper, It's just a story that I'll never forget and can't wait to tell her friends=) now look at that face at the top.. and imagine how cute she looked 3 inches off of the ground scared for her life.. memories are forever.

H0W TiME FLY'ss.

TRiDEL-MARiE



She's almost one years old! Amazing how fast the time just passes you by. You look back and think, that last time I checked, I was the baby. I can still remember walking down to get my HIGH SCHOOL diploma. Well, it wasnt that long ago. All the immature things we use to do, regretfull things we use to say, and it came down to this. Im a mother && the best things in life truely are free. WELL, not the daipers, toys, clothes & all of that, but the love you recieve after a verrryyy lonnng day at work. My personal favorite is when mommy and daddy just got into a "conversation with disagreements" and I have someone to hold me && will NOT repeat all of the badd things mommy just said about daddy. lol.

I'm finally realizing that College is something you can always come back to. Some people dont have this gift to hold a child in there belly, feel that wonderfull/tiring feeling of those little 'kick-doubles', and the wonderfull world of LABOR. But like I said, after the Rain comes the Rainbow. And MY RAINBOW rains SKITTLES.. I love my tridel..

MY 1st TAG--> ReTAGGING THE TAGGER

MY FIRST TAG BIOTCHoe.
Tagged by EL BITCHoe-->SHANNA!

My 8 obsessions:
1. Tridel

2. Travis

3. Cheerleading

4. Myspace

5. Youtube

6. Food

7. Feeding my daughter out of my breast!

8. Sleep / Rest


8 words or phrases I use often:
1. "Hello A & D"
2. "She's not here, can i take a message?"
3. "Stop it!" -- tridel
4. "I said NO" -- travis
5. "I said NO!!" -- travis
6. "We dont have money" -- travis
7. Broke bitch mountain
8. okay!


8 things I want to do before I die:
1. Own my own house
2. Own my lexus or bmw M3
3. have 2 more kids (with appropriate age spacing)
4. Swim with Dolphins
5. See my Children go to college
6. Watch my girls compete at worlds cheerleading competition
on my old team "TOP GUN" haha.
7. Inherit some millions.
8. Retire and enjoy life completely

8 things I have learned from my past:
1. They ALL dont understand ENGLISH. (people with a penis')
2. Someone will always be there to catch you if you fall.
3. Never to stress over things i CANT change
4. Take help when offered but dont expect to be helped
5. Drama is NOT worth it.
6. Listen to your elders stories when they want to talk about it.
They may not be there tomorrow.
7. Love with boundries.
8. No one is perfect, learn to deal with dummy.


8 places I would love to go to or see:
1. PARIS
2. NEW YORK
3. EGYPT
4. Louisianna
5. Spain
6. Anywhere on the east coast
7. Florida
8. Jamaica


8 things I currently want or need:
1. want - to highlight/streak my hair.
2. need - to get more money.
3. want - to p/u tridel.
4. need - to p/u tridel.
5. want - to have a ReFLAME date with travis.
6. need - to a Reflame date with travis.
7. need - to start appreciating the ones around me
8. want - new slippers.


8 people I tag:
1. I TAG, MY TAGGER..
im a loner on this blogger thang.

Shirley Mary Barino

Just when you thought..

The crying was over.
Understanding and excepting.
You were ready to move on with it.

It'll always fall right back into your lap.
So, Grandma B has been gone for exactly 1 month 1 week and 1 day. Physically not spiritually. God, why did you have to make the 'bad' be a sacrifice for the 'good'. For this situation, I just cant figure out what the good is. It'll all get better in time, It's just the fight to actually get there. She's in a better place, not suffering, and watching over us--- but what I would give for just ONE more day. She always wanted to babysit my daughter, she was always worried that Tridel wouldnt know who she is, I just knew that she wasnt physically able to watch her all day. Now I kick myself in the face with regret. Lately Mama's been visiting her quite a bit, (thanks mama), & I hope that she knows we all loved her sooo much and will always remember her.
I know with this kind of situation, you can't just shake it off. I thought a break-up with your boyfriend was hard, well i've just faced the ultimate HEART challenge. Boyfriend drama is sh*t. (bless my mouth). Mama always wanted us to forgive, forget, appreciate before its to late, and now I know why. I got mad at grandma for feeding my child pizza! pizza!! How silly is that. She can feed her ice-cream and cake for all I care now. But guess what it's to late. In closing, I hope she's feeling better, watching over us, knowing grandma-->she's probably pimp'n it in heaven, WAITING for papa. Mama, nobody's ready for you to have him yet okay. I love you Mama B. May you Rest In Peace..
GOD BLESS.